Nightmare.

Life has been a nightmare since the day I got married. Was tough before but now it is miserable every inch of me is dying daily. Usually, parents are the powerful source of their kids but I have seen a completely different scenario. I am completely shattered by seeing and facing all the trauma of being a so-called member of this house. I am hurt and in so much pain it’s been 8 years of my life wasted. This experience of my life ruined me inside all the painful nights with wet pillows are evidence of the betrayal. I have never seen or heard parents saying these words if you are making us unhappy you will not stay happy. My tears are rolling down my cheeks without stopping. You are parents for God’s sake try to understand the situation your children are going through don’t think of yourself only. I am so hurt I can not control myself I want to shout out loud feeling exhausted. I am having panic attacks it is so painful to hear this out of the mouth of a father. The backbone of the son is no longer working to let him stand straight in front of his illness.